BY SUZANNE FARRELL SMITH

At my first grad school program, my inaugural class was a writing-heavy course on cultural criticism, co-taught by a famous, cantankerous, prolific author. He told us, in so many words, “Writers must write every day. If you don’t write every day, you are not a writer.” 

I stored that sentiment away, packed it up in my suitcase to bring to the Kenyon Review Writers Workshop the following summer. I was new to calling myself a writer. The bright, billowy “Welcome, Writers!” banner thrilled me. Day one, I pulled out that shiny little nugget of grad-school wisdom and shared it with peers. Our workshop leader quickly disabused me of the idea. “Writers write,” she said, not unkindly, “when they can.” 

Nearly 20 years of writing life later, I can say that I lean in—way in—to my Kenyon instructor’s point of view.

Writers write when we can. Sometimes we write because we should, and sometimes we write because we want to. Sometimes we write because there’s a deadline, and sometimes we write because we’re in a period of remarkable drive or discipline, and sometimes we write because it’s our job and we need the money. 

And a lot of times, writers don’t write. We don’t write because we don’t have time, energy, mental space, physical space, interest, health, or heart. Sometimes it’s for a day, a week, a season. Sometimes writers go a year. 

I reassure students who worry when they aren’t writing that it’s okay—there are so many ways to live a writing life, even during fallow times.

To amend my grad school professor’s statement, “Writers must write.” Full stop. We write when we can and, sometimes, when we think we can’t. But writers can, and perhaps must, do all the other things too. Writers read and listen and talk. We move. We tinker. 

And I’ve come to understand that fallow periods in one’s writing life are healthy. Good for the deepest earth in our minds. During fallow times, our productive, creative selves can rest and recover, eliminate pesky thoughts and habits, rejuvenate, and make for good, maybe even better, work when we are ready to dig back in.

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